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Episode
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“After all, I am a gentleman and I lived by the
gentleman’s code.” Toshiro
Sakajo, His and Her Circumstances Morgan pulled the door open, a
surprised but cautious glimmer in his eyes.
Rebecca stepped back to give him space, swallowing nervously. The mall thoroughfare was strangely empty,
the midday traffic long passed. “This
is an unexpected surprise,” Morgan ventured after an awkward moment of
appraisal. Rebecca smiled uncertainly. “I saw you with your friends.” She looked in the direction of the shop
Morgan had left Everett and the others in.
“Do all of your friends dress the same?” Morgan winced as if struck. “Oh sweet lord, that’s a long story,” he
chuckled. Rebecca hesitated, shifting her
weight. “Maybe you can give me the
Reader’s Digest version,” she offered. Armand stared at himself in the
dressing room mirror. Wearing blue
jeans and a white shirt, he brushed the shirt down, observing the way the
shadows fell and how the fabric moved against his body. Against his lightly brown skin, the shirt
seemed to glow prominently. He turned
around, checking his back, then faced forward again. He sighed, considering himself as
a whole, whispering “I, I don’t know.” “What made you want to talk to me
again?” Morgan asked, his words floating over the food court table they sat
at. Rebecca interlaced her fingers,
thinking. A silver necklace jangled
against the collar of her black dress.
“I think it was your comment about me paying attention,” she said,
unable to hide the self-consciousness in her smile. “You pay very close attention.” Morgan smiled in spite of
himself. “I try,” he allowed quietly. Roland pulled the white sports
jacket over the dark blue shirt. Set
against black slacks, he checked the way the coat moved, striking a few Miami
Vice poses. “I could get used to
this,” he lied confidently. “Why are you so creepy?” Rebecca
asked directly, her arms now folded under her on the edge of the table. “I mean, it’s like it’s a habit or
something.” “It is,” Morgan answered, unable
to look at her. “I’m, just not a
sociable person. And, well, to be
honest, I’ve got a lot of baggage.” Rebecca smiled cynically, almost
laughing. “Don’t we all.” When “Look, I’ll be honest with you
Morgan, you really do kind of creep me out,” Rebecca said. “But, you’re also…like me.” He looked up, taken by surprise. “I don’t know if this is a good idea or
not, but if you and I are so alike, maybe we can, I don’t know, help each
other.” “Help each other with what?” he
asked. She smiled sadly. “Trust.” Ledger pulled the white winter
jacket on over the blue shirt, staring at the colors. “Oh hell no,” he declared, yanking the
jacket off. “Trust isn’t the issue I need help
with,” Morgan said. But he saw a
glimmer of amusement on Rebecca’s face.
“What?” he asked. “That’s what everyone with trust
issues says,” she said, absently digging her red fingernail into a gap in the
table. “You don’t trust people, or
something. You’re afraid of getting
hurt.” “Am not,” he countered. She gave him a look. “I’m not afraid of being hurt,” he
insisted. “If I’m having trouble
trusting anyone, it’s trusting myself.” Edgar adjusted the suit jacket
made of bare white. He turned around
in the multi-mirror set up of the tailoring store, appraising the
craftsmanship. “Hmm,” he
considered. He looked down at the
shoes and adjusted his blue tie. “I
look like an unemployed pimp,” he decided. “Yourself?” she asked. “Why so?” Morgan smiled sadly, his head
unconsciously lowering until Rebecca couldn’t see his eyes behind his dark
brown hair. “I used to be someone.” She lowered down to see his
eyes. “And now?” “Now, I’m not.” “You’re not that person?” she ventured. “I’m not anyone,” he answered,
turning away. He faced towards the
food court exit, unable to turn to her.
He waited in thought, patiently giving her time to leave. He watched as people, families and couples,
came and went through the doors, their interconnected lives leading them
along. With a morose sigh, he finally
turned back. She was still sitting there. From the new perspective,
something by his foot caught his eyes.
He glanced to his left to see an emblem stenciled in the reflection of
the mirror. He turned and saw a black
spray painted image of a rose on the back wall of the changing room. “The Rose,” he whispered aggressively. He stood back up, staring into the
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